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Ramadhan the year before is totally different from Ramadhan this year.
o' Lord..please bring me back...

7 months of working, has shown me that i did not really succeed in maintaining my effort to achieve my ultimate goal. o'Lord...please bring me back..help me to return to Your blessed path..before it's too late..please..i beg You...

forgetful farina

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

time seems to pass so fast when we're in the middle of doing something compared to when we're not doing anything.those days before my posting, i felt as if a year has gone..and now when i has already been posted and busy with the teaching activities, i didn't realize that it was actually almost 3 months already..as if i've just begun to teach for one week or two..

'al-insaan', the name for human like us. that arabic word carries the meaning of 'one who always forget'..yup..indeed we always forget.bcoz that's how we are created by the Great Lord. yup, that's our weakness as His creation, and that's why we must always turn to Him and ask for needed reminders..apart than going for 'tazkirah' (reminders offered by other human who cares (",) )

forgetful farina..she once declared to herself that her career shall be her investment for the next world, the eternal world.. yet when she has already emerged into her busy career world, she tend to forget her vision..she was too carried away with her duties..her burdens..her responsibilities..until she forgot that she should be doing all that in the name of her creator..Allah the Almighty Lord.

she needed to be reminded that she should be doing things in her effort of seeking for Allah's bless.
because without the bless, nothing valued in front of the Lord! she will be just wasting all her effort, her energy..her time..everything..all gone just like the dust blown in the wind.wouldn't that be too tragic?

oh forgetful farina..please get it right.please do things right.

some strategies for her:-

1.wake up and remind herself by asking what the reason is she living for
2.always say the basmalah before doing anything
3.tell herself that she is doing her work for Allah:

• educating others is something noble in the Lord's eyes, so do it to seek for His bless
• she is paid for teaching so she must perform her best, bcoz that's how Islam teach it's followers, that is to carry your duty rightfully with honesty =)
• prophet Muhammad pbuh himself is a good teacher, so by following his acts, hopefully she is rewarded with the Lord's bless too.. (Say: "If ye do love Allah, Follow me: Allah will love you and forgive you your sins: For Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful." (A-li'Imraan 3:31) )

4. always stop and reflect upon her acts

let us all pray for forgetful farina, may she be guided to the right path..amin.. 

thank you for your prayers, may Allah bless us all..amin. =)

unexpected offer

bismillah,

assalamualaikum
hm..ana agak teruja bila dapt phone call smlm, ada offer dari sekolah maahad tahfiz shah alam utk ana mengajar bahasa inggeris kat sana..ye la, mengajar anak2 yg belajar quran..cam best kan =)
but sadly i couldn't accept the highly valuable offer because of two main reasons..
firstly, coz ana da pon posting di SAHUT, Terengganu
secondly, maahad tu kat shah alam and definitely mummy ana tak akan setuju utk masa ni, coz she preferred me to be within her reach.hehe..

hm, just utk perkongsian, kan ada kisah sahabat di zaman rasulullah saw dulu yg diperintahkan utk tidak pergi berjihad kerana disarankan mengutamakan utk menjaga ibunya yg sakit di rumah.. hehe, hopefully it'll be the same case.. amin.. (^___^)

tapi utk masa akan datang, who knows kan..or maybe ana leh jadi pensyarah kat islamic institutes ke.. kan3...hihi..doakan utk ana ye..

drop by~

bismillah ^______^
assalamualaikum..kaifa halukum? ana be khoirr, alhamdulillah, wpon baru kena selsema sket..hehe
cepat2 amek panadol malam tadi =)

erm..ana tak dapat gi yang symposium tu..walaupun diri rasa sangat2 nak pergi..huhu..takpe, if He has decided as such, surely that's for the best for me =) they informed that they'll be calling for only 30 escort teachers from all SPBSK (Sekolah Berasrama Penuh Sekolah Kecemerlangan) so i'm not going..but i'll be preparing SAHUT's team for their paper as well as the presentation. actually i was looking forward to go because the keynote speakers are Tun Mahathir Mohd and Datuk Zuraidah Atan. and many international schools will be joining as well.so i'm kinda excited to witness such an international program..takpela, next time maybe..insyaAllah..

oh, haritu ana da conduct slot usrah utk budak2 puteri masa hari jumaat, before solat zohor.really reminded me of my SMKAP's time..hehe.another ustazah asked for my help to take over the slot. so ana pon plan la, since we're just celebrated maulidurrasul last 5th February i chose to share with the girls about Rasulullah s.a.w.
i show them Maher Zain's video clip for his song 'The Chosen One' that shows great attitudes inspired and shown by the prophet pbuh =) next i show 3 'fattabiouni' clips taken from TValHijrah's channel; on eating, way to clean ourselves and the way the prophet perform ablution =)

ya Rasulullah...may we meet there with your blissful smile waiting for us....amin...
ya Allah, teach us to love Your messenger as how You want us to love him... amin..


ok la, ana nak kena gi taklimat untuk pegawai kejohanan merentas desa kat SMK Matang, untuk peringkat negeri Terengganu.. by the way, sebab kena gi taklimat ni automatically ana tak jadi mengacarakan majlis mesyuarat Agong PIBG and Hari Anugerah Cemerlang SAHUT pagi ni..hehe..wpon teks pengacara majlis da siap.. =)

till then, wassalam (",)

sibuk3.. hehe

bismillah~

ana kira lambat sket start kalo nak compare dgn kawan2 lain yg posting sama dgn ana..basically hari isnin ni baru ana akan dapat jadual kelas..hm..akan ada form 3 yg ana kena ajar, they'll be in the set D, named 'jetfire'..i need to help them more with the language mastery i suppose, coz they're in the last set.takpe, insyaAllah, ana boleh! hehe ..mesti kena positif :p

actually ana byk nak share..baru2 ni ada team building kat SAHUT..best3.. ana blajar byk gak la..tapi one significant moment yg jadik kat ana ialah 'my first breakthrough in 2012'..hehe..details nanti la kot :p tp yg pasti the breakthrough tolong ana utk gain confidence =) thank u Allah for that, i indeed in need of it <3

ok, as the title goes..ana memang akan busy starting tomorrow..hoho..jom tgk ape ke mendanye yg ana akan sibuk sgt..hehe..tak byk mane pun, saje ngade buat2 sibuk. :P

-sabtu: merentas desa, ana jadi ajk pendaftaran utk merentas desa daerah hulu tganu ni, dgn another 2 of my colleague. nanti peringkat negeri most probably kami akan terlibat gak..sebbaik pendaftaran je kan :p
-ahad: jaga game bola jaring (pantau je) for interhouse activity utk form 4 punye minggu orientasi, pastu maybe nak join program badar kat surau after the game..
-10hb: in charge utk slot usrah/tazkirah kat surau time boys gi solat jumaat..kena cari topik best utk muslimat neh..hm..any suggestion? skrg ni ana tgh consider 'fattabiouni'
-16feb: pengacara majlis annual meeting PIBG.hoh! suara ana da la x best.sian la depa nanti (eh3..astarghfirullah! no3.. cancel ayat kat atas..i should be grateful wif wat Allah has given me, kan3 =) i shud be thankful that i can speak just like others..alhamdulillah ^________ ^ )
-17feb: merentas desa peringkat negeri
-26march: frs international symposium kat mozac.. hmm..big event ni, kena start skrg, duedate proposal is soon enuf..i mean the abstract..details? maybe next entry..kinda rushing now

ok la, till then..sorry for terrible writing style..
moga dalam rahmat Allah selalu..amin

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