Monday, August 22, 2011

madrasah ramadan

bismillah

alhamdulillah, tahun ni dengan rahmat dan izin Allah, sy masih dpt bertemu dgn ramadan sekali lagi..satu peluang yang tak ternilai harganya.

benarlah, ramadan ini seperti satu madrasah, dan alhamdulillah, byk juga yg sy belajar dari madrasah ramadan kali ni..sekadar utk perkongsian:

-jangan terlupa utk berbakti kepada ibu bapa meskipun dalam sibuk beribadah kepada Allah..kerna redha Allah di dalam redha ibu bapa..sementara masih sempat bersama mereka, gunakan kesempatan itu sebaik mungkin..

-sentiasa ingatkan diri utk perbetulkan niat. lillahi taa'la sewajarnya ada dalam hati, dalam apa jua tindakan yg kita lakukan..sentiasa mengharapkan kebaikan, semoga kebaikanlah yang datang..insyaAllah

-walau setinggi mana ilmu, jangan pernah merasa angkuh dan tinggi diri daripada orang lain, walau siapa pun dia, tak kira usia, status dll. seorang makcik tua di kampung yang tiada ijazah mungkin saja lebih mulia dek usianya yang mungkin sudah lebih banyak dipenuhi dgn kebaikan dan kebajikan dibandingkan dengan diri kita.. wallahualam

-nafsu harus dilawan! mengalah dan tunduk kepada nafsu dan kelemahan diri adalah suatu kebodohan kerana mengundang kehancuran kepada diri sendiri. tapi andai kita khilaf, jangan berlengah utk memohon ampunanNya


inilah sedikit sebnyak yang dipelajari daripada madrasah ramadan kali ini.segala nasihat dituju kepada diri sy and sekadar utk berkongsi cuma sedikit dengan sesiapa yg sudi singgah di blog ini.Segala puji dan syukur kepada Allah kerana ternyata diri masih diberi jalan ke arah cahaya dan bukan kegelapan =')

Monday, July 04, 2011

prasangka

saya ada satu masalah..siapa boleh tolong saya?
camni.. saya ni ada satu habit yang entah sejak bila melekat kat minda saya ni..
saya sangat mudah berprasangka buruk, walaupun untuk benda2 kecil..
kawan saya kata saya ni sangat sensitif.. sensitif yang negatif..

camane ye, nak betulkan pemikiran ni,
supaya saya sentiasa bersangka baik dengan orang, dengan keadaan.. dll..
sape-sape yang ada cara nak atasi, silalah kongsi..

jasa baik anda sangat dihargai..insyaAllah =)

Friday, July 01, 2011

in awaken phase~~~~~~

terkejut. tak sangka.
serious ke??? is it for real?


i'm speechless..and can't really sort out my thinking..
everything seems to be meaninglessss

guess i can throw away everything related to the person now.
guess it is a wake up call for me
guess it is an indicator or reminder for me to check on myself, my relationship with the Creator

guess it is true, that i can keep a hope for years..but for nothing. well, my mistake.

yet, i pray that their wedding would be blessed.amin.insyaAllah
yes, i am a muslim who believes that Allah has arranged everything for HIs creation, including their life partner.
and i believe, i will be fine. i should be fine.
there shouldn't be any tears.

Saturday, May 21, 2011

alhamdulillah

after 6 years.. a lot has happenned..
but one thing for sure, nothing can happen without Allah's will
and whatever, however things has happened to me, i am just grateful, for i believe He has arranged the best for me.

once i regretted for leaving behind the science stream at matrix and for deciding to enter the teaching profession, yet it doesn't really matters now (besides, the decision was made with His signs too.. so things would be fine, insyaAllah)

and today, i checked my final results.
i just can't stop feeling blessed.. feeling thankful
to Allah
to my parents
to my friends
to my lecturers

well, for some people such academic stuff does not matter much
but for me, it does
because these things have been done in HIs name,
and once it shows the result, i just can't deny the blissful feeling.

alhamdulillah, all praise due to Allah, the Lord =)

Thursday, May 19, 2011

update..update..

okay..currently reporting from kg. Kepong, Kuala Terengganu..

* 6 years of B.ed TESL study has officially ended and i'm home after a long period of being away from house.. yup, it really feels good to be home.. (",)
* waiting for KISSM (kursus sistem saraan Malaysia) which is most probably be held somewhere around June
* right now doing necessary household chores as my sister (k.Cah)'s wedding is getting closer..this 4th June.. some renovation has been done at home.. [quite some changes happened, after 3 months i left home and stayed at IPSAH]
* graduation and convocation supposedly be held around July
* posting?? some rumors said our batch would be sent to schools by 1st June.. but i really hope it is really only rumors..huhu.. (am i ready to go out and teach? wallahualam.. but i better be..hihi)

oh ya.. this morning, i received my first lucky draw present.. i mean hamper. as i can remember, if there is any lucky draw, i'm not the one with the luck..meaning my number never ever been called in any lucky draw..not at school..ipsah..upsi..anywhere.. but today, i got it..there was a program organised by the Klinik Kesihatan at our place, for women.. to raise awareness about cancer.. breast cancer and kanser pangkal rahim (servic cancer, is it? not sure..) quite some useful information i got from the talk. if i've some time i'll share it in my blog, insyaAllah.. =) oh, back to the lucky draw. so the organiser prepared some hampers for those who attended the program and i'm one of the lucky person. number 61. =) oh, the doctor prefers to use the term 'cabutan rezeki', which means 'rezeki saya pagi tu dapat hadiah yang diberikan..'

oh..and yesterday we celebrated mum's 54th birthday at secret recipe.. thanks for everything mum..may you'll always be under Allah's bless and guide.amin.

ok, that's all for now.till then. assalam~

p/s: sorry for any grammatical mistakes..quite in a hurry