am i guilty? if so, forgive me..please..

i feel bad.as if i've created a gap.the gap.am i guilty?

maybe there is no gap at all.could be -as usual- it's just my feeling.false feeling.

but i see different reaction.the face and the eyes appear different in front of me.

am i guilty? how i wish it's just a false feeling.

is your serious face a sign? it's different.quietly i've been thinking and wondering if ever i hurt u again..coz i alwiz did without my realization.

is there anything upset u? could it be my writing? or my action and words? or what.. ? give me a clue..i can't figure it out..not that i didn't reflect.i did..

if i am the reason for ur bad feel, forgive me.hope u know how i appreciate u.

if i am the guilty, tell me so that i can stop doing the wrongs..

the dream of the apple (part 2)

the apple is swaying rather happily on the tree..the image of the young guy slowly fades away from her..she's not much bothered by him..what has happened to her?

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few days before...

(after the apple thinks she's meet d guy of her dream)

the tree : are u sure that the guy is of your dream?

red apple : indeed! he seems to have all the qualities that i'm looking for.but...

the tree : but what dear?

red apple : i know i'm not as good as him. he fits for better apples..

the tree : then, how about you?

red apple : me? i don't know.

the tree : listen child..first, istighfar... coz unconsciously u were thinking of a guy who isn't anyone to u.neither muhrim nor husband.secondly, the way u praise him might be not proper.how great a person be, remember He who creates is indeed the Greatest!

red apple : astarghfirullah..forgive me ya Rabb..

the tree : another thing child.. do believe in Rabbul 'Alamin that He has decided the best for you.if you wish to have a great man, fix urself and try to be as great as the man u're dreaming for..inshaAllah if u two were destined, He'll make it easy for both of u.if not, probably another person is better for you.u may feel that d guy u're hoping for can lead you to HIm but..perhaps he doesn't really suits u..in other aspects maybe.. could be, he's not the one written in LuhMahfuz for u..

~And (likewise) clean and chaste women are (specific) to clean and pious men while clean and pious men are exclusively for clean and chaste women. (surah anNur:26)

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and so the red apple has returned to her calm mind and heart.she shall keep performing her rightful duties..

The END~~

the dream of the apple (part 1)

the apple is still trying her best hanging on the top..let it be windy days, raining or stormy weather, she tries to keep holding to the branch that attach her to the big tree.until one day she sees a young guy.he's not even attracted to those red juicy apples that lie waiting on the ground to be picked.because he's standing on the earth with his purposes -carrying out the Creator's order.

the guy seems to have a good credibility.his personality has somehow convinced the apple that he is not an ordinary person. it sparks through his actions and speech.a person who has devoted his life to the Creator.someone who makes the apple thinks

'o, how lucky if i ever being picked by him.he might even help me to return to the Great Creator and fulfill my duty on the earth..o, how grateful shall i be then!'

yet the apple then realizes..she is not the best apple on the tree.lot more apples appear more promising than her.she knows that she's not comparable to the guy.the guy surely being destined to pick better apple...

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layakkah jika diri mengharap disunting si dia..pengharapan yang menggunung agar diri dapat dibimbing..dinasihati..serta diteguhkan pendirian utk terus menongkah menuju kepada Pencipta..

namun cermin diri menghujah -"kau tidak seperti Anna yg sememangnya dijodohkan dgn khairul Azzam (sewajarnya mereka bersatu kerna saling sepadan dan sekufu). mungkin kau bahkan cuma sperti eliana.."

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bisikan si epal merah kepada sang pemuda:

aku mencintai agamamu kerna ia agamaNYA..

kau perkenalkan aku kepada rujukan yang membawa aku kembali merindui DIA

(tapi kita mafhum, hakikatnya segalanya dihadirkan oleh DIA jua,

dan kau..hanya salurannya)

dan aku tidak mencintaimu kerna kau tidak halal bagiku..

ya, itu yang sewajarnya

kerna harus aku tidak alpa..tujuan lahir di dunia

-yang sedetik cuma

juga, perlu aku berwaspada..

dengan jarum halus tusukan makhluk dilaknat~

segala telah direncana DIA..

tugas sekarang hanya perlu usaha setia kepadaNYA..

insha Allah

p/s: the red apple is surviving yet she needs some strength~

meh nak kongsi citer sket..

hm, haritu ada kawan saya kongsi satu citer ni dgn saya..pendek je pun, tapi yang penting hikmah yang kita boleh ambil kan? (",)

suatu hari Rasulullah saw menyuruh Abu Hurairah memakai sepasang terompah dan berjalan, serta menyatakan kepada orang yang ditemui dalam perjalanannya dengan terompah itu bahawa "kamu akan pasti masuk syurga..ini titipan dari Rasulullah saw.."

jadi Abu Hurairah pun berjalan dan orang pertama yang beliau jumpa ialah saidina Umar al-Khattab..jadi dia pun beritahu seperti yang dipesan oleh Rasulullah..kemudian...

cuba teka apa reaksi saidina Umar?

a) menangis kegembiraan

b) menjerit dan bertakbir

c) sujud syukur

hm...jawapannya....

saidina Umar telah menumbuk Abu Hurairah!

kenapa?

mereka berdua terus menemui Rasulullah dan Rasulullah menyatakan bahawa itu adalah benar pesanan daripada baginda.

lalu Umar berkata janganlah dilakukan sebegitu lagi kerana dia takut dia atau orang2 lain yang mendengarnya menjadi malas dan tidak lagi berusaha untuk beramal..

hm..agak2 kalau kita diberitahu macam tu, ape reaksi kita? buat kenduri kesyukuran? masuk syurga tu...best tu..

tapi saidina Umar bahkan risau, khuatir jika dia merasa terleka dengan jaminan itu...

sekian ceritanya.. wassalam =)

kongsi..

Hasrizal Abdul Jamil Alasan bermain kuiz telek nasib sbg "main tak apa, percaya jangan", adalah menyalahi kaedah Islam yg menetapkan kemungkaran itu hendaklah tidak sekadar ditinggalkan, malah dijauhi. "Setiap apa yang aku larang kamu drpd melakukannya, maka hendaklah kamu MENJAUHKAN DIRI daripadanya. Dan setiap satu perkara yang aku perintahkan kamu lakukan ia, maka lakukanlah ia dengan sepenuh upaya diri..." [Hadith Muttafaq 'alayh]

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