Tuesday, June 30, 2009

ya, i'm grateful for it!

no matter how angry i am.. a laugh can burst out a minute later n things will be back to normal.
usually people tell how they laugh till cry or cry and laugh at d same time, but tonite i'm laughing after yelling angrily.LOL.actually, a common thing.hahaha..n it's unique.d bond,made by blood, by d spirit of family.huhu..

ya Rabbi, i am grateful for having a family =)

Saturday, June 27, 2009

ayam oh ayam...

:tulisan ini mungkin lucu dibaca kerna bahasanya -yg kononnya puitis- sengaja aku mencari kelainan.tidak salah kan? hihi..bismillah:

sekarang mak dan ayahku berada di rumah abangku di shah alam.mereka menghantar kakakku yg ketiga dengan barang2nya yang amat banyak untuk praktikalnya di seremban nanti-kalau aku tidak silap :p-jarang sekali mak tiada jika aku lagi di rumah, cuma beberapa minggu di awal cuti sem sj yang ayahku tiada.dia pergi ke UPM Serdang, mengikuti kursus tentang kayu-ayahku awalnya lebih kepada bidang elektrik tapi harus mengikuti kursus ini sejak bekerja di kilang papan usai umur pencennya..baginya, ini kali pertama dia ikut cara pembelajaran yang sedemikian rupa: diajar oleh seorang pensyarah berpangkat Professor, di dewan yang punya puluhan atau mungkin ratusan pelajar.atau erti lainnya, pengalaman pertama ayah mengikuti kuliah seperti anak2nya di usia 59..lihat, usia bukan penghalang =)

oh, soal ayam seperti di tajuk yg kutulis..haha, sebenarnya sungguh lucu.aku ditugaskan untuk beberapa perkara- "na, nanti goreng ikan...masak nasi..basuhkan baju mak(mujur punya mesin basuh)..bagi makan ayam..tutup semua tingkap, kunci rumah sebelum tidur..pergi sekolah bibah esok utk ambil kad kemajuan.." dan banyak lagi pesanan mak sebelum kereta bergerak semalam.mahu sj aku tulis semua dalam satu senarai yg pjg.huhu...jadi, aku perlu urus ayam2 itu..mak sempat ajar aku bgmn tutup reban.penat menunggu dua ekor ayam yg nakal, membuat kami termangu2 menunggu mereka masuk ke reban sedang yg lain sudah pun di dalam..
oh, terlupa pula. selingan berita:

"2 ditemui mati dipercayai lemas ekoran air yang terlalu banyak dan mereka gagal berenang.masa kejadian dianggar tengahari.mangsa ditemui oleh seorang remaja lelaki berusia 19thn..."kejadian berlaku di reban ayam belakng rumahku! adeh.dan 2 ekor bangkai anak ayam yg sungguh kasihan itu sudah ditanam adikku itu setelah aku mendesaknya.haha..kesian sungguh si anak ayam, haus barangkali..tapi mungkin terjatuh dan gagal naik semula.ish3..

lucu aku rasa bila melihat ayam2 itu beratur menaiki reban masing2..sungguh tahu diri bahawa hari sudah malam dan perlu pulang-kecuali 2 ekor yg nakal tadi, penat menunggu hingga azan maghrib..ish.dan pagi ini.lucu melihat mereka tidak sabar2 mahu keluar! seperti aku bakal diterkam usai pintu dibuka! sedikit takut-mereka punya paruh dan cakar okay.. -haha
mungkin aku agak lewat membukanya, semua sudah menanti tanpa sabar dan saat pintu dibuka, nah, seekor demi seekor keluar..menuruni tangga reban yg ayahku buat.-terfikir sebentar, kenapa istilah ibu dan anak ayam dikait dengan pelacur? entah.

seperti diduga, ayam2 ini amat lapar-tidak pernah tidak, haha-jadi aku mengambil balang makanan mereka dan menaburnya di tanah, di bekas2 makanan mereka..tiba2 aaa! seekor yg rakus melompat ke atas reban disebelahku dan hampir terkena bahuku! dia ingin patuk makanan langsung dari balang yg aku letak disitu! huh, sungguh tidak penyabar! hahahahahha...

ok la, aku perlu siapkan nasi goreng.kuali2 dan periuk perlu dibasuh.kuah basi itu mungkin jadi jamuan ayam petang nanti-lupa untuk menyimpannya malam td!! adeh-
perlu bersiap utk ke SMK Pdg Midin bagi mengambil kad kemajuan adikku..

Thursday, June 25, 2009

worried?

more or less than a week i'll be returning to tg malim, continuing wif d 5th semester.will everything be okay? will the lecturers be nice and will i be able to hand in those assignments by submission days? or i'll (again) repeat my bad habits of postponing and doing last-minutes works? -plis dear, cure this disease!-

can't wait 4 ramadhan to visit us again! =) but will i be able to live till then? -hehe (d wisest is d one who alwiz remember abt death rite, let's make it a custom of our daily life)

oh ya, another thing dat i'm worried is abt future housemates..not that i'm worried abt them but i'm worried abt myself making mistakes wif my words or doings and causing unwanted things to happen.na'uzubillah..but..ya, worried abt dat..will trifles affect d frenship? hopefully things will be juz fine, or betterwise strengthen our unity, amin..

Monday, June 22, 2009

exciting tho exhausting

huhu..juz about half an hour i've arrived home from kuantan =)

yaa, tired 4 sure..slight headache.stil, desire to blogging is higher than d tendency to sleep.lol
erm, 2days n a nite at mila's house give different flavours to my life menu dis week.

initially, dun really noe how to get along wif those people whom i've never met -mila's grannies..families..cousinss.. (wedding=family gathering, keep dat in mind =P )
oso, i'll be lost whenever mila, syafinaz n yaya started sharing stories coz i can't really join them in d talking.huhu..coz they're x-schoolmate maa..so i've done more wif d listening n laughing than talking.haha..kekok earlier but getting better than =)

heard quite stories from Mila's grannies.how they get married young.never met wif future husband til wedding day.staying alone at home n almost being attacked by robber..about their grandchildren,etc2.. oh..alfatihah 4 my late granny, Chik..

d first day arrived, excitedly jump into mila's car n forgot to buy d ticket to go back to tganu! lol.luckily yoghee is sumwhere in town n she helped to buy d ticket.thanks geetz.
at mila's house, helped wif d bunga telur, doing d ribbon 4 d cute little boxes 4 d eggs..oso do d daun pandan cutting.went out around 11pm to TC-too crowded! next to Santai restaurant sumwhere at tanjung lumpur.had choc-ice blended (still missed ez cafe's one) n join mila yaya syafinaz chatting..laughing..-dozed off few minutes in d car earlier.haha.too tired from d journey perhaps.

then went to IKIP to sleep but d air conditioner is not functioning n they decided to go back to mila's house (nice sea view when u step out from d big house!) n by 2am i ended up sleeping not so soundly as i'm fighting d chilled air -without any blanket-coming out of d aircond.lol.-i dun really like to sleep in such cold air.

wake up early d next day.subuh prayer.roticanai breakfast.bunga manggar preparation.listening to karaoke show.get my shower.dress up wif d kurung.waiting 4 d bride n bridegroom.help distributing d telur in sangkar to bride's family n relatives.waiting 4 geetha.eat wif her n her friend.waiting n talking n waiting n eating n talking n waiting 4 nasrin.he comes.waiting 4 him to eat.snapped pic wif mila, geetha, len, geetha's friend at d beautiful wedding dais.went out to pantai batu hitam-ok, i love dis part, hihi-we go to d beach.walking by d beach side.drenched my kurung at d below part.collect some shells.walking at d slippery n hard black stones.writing names on d sand.stepped on len's name-LOL-snap some pics n return to mila's house.

ok, then i rushed 4 prayer, pack things, n off to terminal.n now, i've done wif d entry. =)

Friday, June 19, 2009

dilemmaa

big sigh.wish dat i can get d solution 4 dis dilemma..well, it's about facebook..sigh again..

it begins here

Tahukah anda bahawa Facebook telah berjaya mengaut keuntungan sebanyak USD300 juta pada tahun 2008? Ini tidak menghairankan kerana ia disokong oleh 140 juta pengguna aktif di seluruh dunia dan sejumlah 8.5 juta foto dimuat turun setiap hari. Tahukah anda bahawa pengasas Facebook, iaitu Mark Zuckerberg dilahirkan dalam sebuah keluarga Yahudi-Amerika dan dibesarkan di Dobbs Ferry, Westchester County , New York ? Tahukah anda bahawa Mark Zuckerberg semasa menuntut di Universiti Harvard telah menggodam laman sesawang universiti untuk mendapatkan profail peribadi para pelajar tanpa kebenaran mereka? Maka, adakah jaminan terhadap profail peribadi para pelanggan Facebook tatkala kini beliau adalah merupakan CEO-nya?

Tahukah anda bahawa Majalah Time telah mengiktiraf Zuckerberg dalam ranking ke 52 daripada 101 tokoh sebagai antara 'tokoh paling berpengaruh dunia 2008′, iaitu sebaris dengan nama besar Barrack Obama dan Dalai Lama? Tahukah anda bahawa majalah Forbes Top400 telah menyenaraikan Mark Zuckerberg sebagai individu ke-321 terkaya Amerika daripada 400 individu lain pada 2008? Namun apa yang lebih penting, Zuckerberg merupakan individu termuda pernah disenaraikan Forbes, ketika usianya baru mencecah 24 tahun dengan kekayaan peribadi sebanyak USD1..5 billion.Tahukah anda bahawa Mark Zuckerberg, CEO Facebook adalah merupakan seorang ahli aktif kepada sebuah pertubuhan persaudaraan Yahudi Amerika Utara, Alpha Epsilon Pi Fraternity (AEPi)?

Sedikit Info tentang AEPi:
1) Diasaskan untuk membantu lelaki Yahudi mencari pasangan Yahudinya.
2) Ia juga bertujuan untuk mengekal dan menguatkan hubungan sesama Yahudi diperingkat sekolah tinggi dan di bidang pekerjaan nanti...
3) Mengekalkan idealisme Yahudi supaya terjaga di sudut nilai, etika, dan menyiapkan peserta untuk menjadi pemimpin negara dan organisasi Yahudi pada masa depan dan dalam pelbagai lapangan bidang profesional.
4) Mark Zuckerberg termasuk dalam senarai alumni AEPi yang masyhur namanya
5) AEPi berkait secara langsung dengan Israel melalui Ikatan Inisiatif Israel
6) AEPi sangat berkait rapat dengan kebanyakan pertubuhan Yahudi/Zionis antarabangsa seperti AIPAC, Hillel, Israel on Campus Coalition, Aish HaTorah, Chabad on Campus, Hasbara Fellowships, B'inai Brith International, Shaare Zedek, Chai Lifeline, Holocaust Museum, dan Gift of Life.
Dan tahukah anda bahawa keuntungan Facebook datang daripada iklan-iklan yang dipapar. Semakin banyak pengguna dan pengunjung Facebook, maka semakin banyak pulalah keuntungannya. Pergi ke manakah pula semua keuntungan tersebut?

Persoalan paling besar di sini ialah, adakah keuntungan besar yang diperolehi oleh Facebook turut digunakan untuk membiayai dana perang Israel menentang umat Islam di Gaza, Palestin dan umat Islam di seluruh dunia?

Okay..soo..how?? will i be able to totally quit fb??
let's see some responses (from iLuvislam forum)

  • If you want to boycott Facebook just because it contributes to Israel (it doesn't, actually), then you should not use the internet because massive parts of the internet were produced bu Jews. Wallahua'lam..
  • Baru-baru ni terpikir la pulak nak check yang ramai orang citer facebook ni dengan israel ni betoi ke. Ni info yang saya nak kongsi. Seperti yang kita tahu, pemilik ataupun founder bagi facebook ni ialah ZuckerbergSiapa dia ni? Pasal yang tuduhan dia mencuri daripada rakan dia tentang facebook, saya taknak ulas sebab tak jumpa lagi bukti yang sohih. Yang saya jumpa hanya la si mamat Zuckerberg ni merupakan salah seorang alumni dan penyokong bagi Alpha Epsilon Pi. Nak tau lebih lanjut pasal Alpha Epsilon Pi boleh klik sini. Secara ringkasnya ia ada kaitan dengan komuniti Yahudi. Boleh check kat well-known alumni untuk cari nama founder facebook tu.Jadi mamat american-jews ni, memang ada kaitan dalam dengan yahudi secara umumnya. Dari situ timbul perasaan was-was untuk teruskan guna facebook. Bimbang kita turut sama menyumbang kepada negara Israel secara tidak langsung. Kitapun tahu israel bukan negara yang menjana ekonomi tapi boleh serang palestin bertubi-tubi dan guna senjata canggih. Dari mana dia dapat duit? Tentulah dari jutawan-jutawan Yahudi seluruh dunia.Tu je yang jadi kebimbangan kita. Penutupnya, saya rasa, lebih baik tinggalkan jela benda yang was-was ni. grinWallahu 'alam
  • setiap kali kita log in,kita turut membantu israel dari segi memberi mereka keuntungan..nauzubillah..
  • kenyataan ini silap sebenarnya..kalau tak, dah lama bro ImKoyube kaya raya disebabkan iLuvIslam nih ramai org login..tapi still kita mintak sumbangan ramai..kenapa?sbb makin ramai orang guna, makin besar load yg diterima..makin mahal bayaran yang perlu dibuat utk hosting dan maintenance dll dsb..kenyataan yg sebenar adalah makin ramai org guna,makin tinggi impression sesuatu site dapat,makin tinggi keinginan advertiser utk letak iklan di site tersebut..yang paling biasa adalah KALAU kita klik iklan, baru FaceBook untung,walaupun ade jugak sesetengah iklan yg menawarkan pakej - kalau org tgk je iklan tu pun dapat..at least bagi mereka yang nak guna FB, jangan klik iklan2 yang karut marut di tepi tu..kalau tanak guna, apa salahnya..takde masalah..bagi saya, laman sosial seperti ini memudahkan perkongsian maklumat tanpa flooding emel orang - kalau tengok FB saya pun xde pape selain link2 lucah dan pengumuman mengarut..last sekali, baca post LeoKid.. ianya satu peringatan berguna buat penggemar laman sosial..TQ~
see..dat's d dilemma... may He guide us to d right decision.... coz everything counts..

any view or comment anyone?

tomorrow to kuantan

bismillah..

to recall...i've not been to kuantan 4 quite a time.d last time was when my family is still staying in pahang.but at dat time i juz made use of d kuantan terminal to wait 4 my dad to come n pick me up after waving gudbye to saidatul as we've end our journey back from ipsah =) -those early years been in TesL *buzz! awake!* :P

hm, d last memory of going to kuantan parade is wif fatimah, when i'm still a student of KmpH (never met wif sue n len b4 though we're at d same matriculation!) n we had to get into sardine-like-bus provided by d college n struggle wif other matric studentssss. another time going to kuantan is wif azah as we are attending d smkap reunion. meet wif mila n she take us to eat at a stall,sumwhere nearby pantai *pantai ape ek... i slept over at my future sis-in-law's house (at dat time kak long is not married to balong yet)

n tomorrow i'll be going to kuantan again.nervous -am alone.my weakness- yet excited.
(mila, i'll wait at d terminal ea =D )

i've been to ruhi's house at malacca during her sis's akad nikah.
i've been to hcc's house at rawang during CNY
so now it's mila's house

ho jia ling's? let me collect some money 4 d airline tickets first.huhu....

p/s: i need help in tenses... grammar, duh!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

are u in love?

let's check...
  • Anda suka untuk bertemu dengan-Nya. Tak sabar untuk bertemu. Tak berjumpa sesaat seolah-olah anda jadi tak menentu. Persiapan dibuat setiapa kali sebelum bertemu-Nya.
  • Mendahulukan-Nya lebih dari yang lain. Dia mengatasi yang lain. Segala kehendaknya anda utamakan dan yang dilarangnya anda cepat-cepat menjauhkan diri.
  • Gembira bila bersama-Nya. Ingin sentiasa bersama walaupun di mana anda berada. Susun kata indah hendak bertemu. Ayat-ayat cinta kau luahkan pada-Nya sebagai pujian ke atasnya.
  • Tidak sedih kehilangan segalanya kerana cintamu terhadap-Nya melebihi segalanya. Biarlah semuanya hilang dan tiada asalkan anda tak kehilangan ISLAM .
  • Merasa nikmat melakukan ketaatan terhadap perintahn-Nya. Membela agamanya sudah cukup membuatkan anda merasa nikmat di dunia.
  • Tegas terhadap mereka yang menghina Islam. Apatah lagi yang melanggar apa yang disuruh-Nya.
if u have all those criteria, meaning dat u're now in love wif d almighty Allah, d one n only God. congratulations!

-original article may be found at dis address--->>>http://www.iluvislam.com/v1/readarticle.php?article_id=1717

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

holiday= apron+TV+bicycle

well..it's nice to be at home.plenty of time to do things which i've missed during hectic days around college-whc wudn't happened if i manage my time smartly.hehe-

apron: not much on cooking but more to dishwashing.lol.my sis alwiz assigned me to d sink department.lol.among all, i prefer to wash d plates most.

Tv: most of d series i've been watching during dis holiday (adding to movies in laptop n DVDs-hihi) have ended or almost come to d end. =D
Zati & si Mawas-as expected, happy ending..
Intan: last episode is on 22nd Jun
Mertua vs Menantu: almost d end -not sure bout d date
Safira: sigh...
Cinta Indah: bigger sigh...

bicycle: really enjoy dis! around 6.15pm wif my little sis, cycling around d neighbourhood -have a peep at d cute mystery neighbourboy wif d walking stick(accident ka?)-LOL- wif nice breeze. hoping to see good result from d work out.grin~

Saturday, June 13, 2009

tiger?

went to syurga tudung-8 minutes from home- wif kakde. hunting for suitable red cloth to be matched wif d red batik.so, already have a pair of baju raya now. (is it too early? hehe..) later found another piece of cloth,n we made our own match for d kain n nah, one more pair for eidul fitri.complete wif d matching veil.ngeee... :P my initial plan is to look for matching veil for d baju kurung dat i've planned to wear to mila's bro's wedding.but cudn't get one.huhu.nevermind, d cream veil will do i guess.oh, met 2 of my smkap juniors there.e'ein and eirah -syikin n munirah-

(they are tall, slim..beautiful.. can at least my pimples all gone? -lol)


oh, talking bout smkap..something rings a bell.. i was a school prefect there.n to recall, i'm a very strict one.bet i can have a list of students talking at my back.haha..can't deny dat..-juz trying my best to carry out my responsibility given by the discipline teachers.cud it be dat i tried too much? huhu.coz i believe all will be counted in later life.huhuhu.n s d result, i got a number of titles. d most funny is : harimau! people who tell me bout dis said it's because of my seldom-smile-face n my strictness.. other titles: g-pang.. skema..etc..etc..
haha..memories beb. dang~ oh, n i was slim too.LOL.coz one of my senior juz commented on how i've put on some weight! nevermind, another motivation to work harder.ngee.. =D


Friday, June 12, 2009

housewarming

umah abg lan n kakdah best.besar! nak gitu gak ah nanti..hehehe..

i want a nice house for my family.one room for each son o daughter.one prayer room where all of us can do jemaah together n my hubby will be d imam.hikhik**
a warm living room sparkled wif tender n love..n a dining area n toilet wif bla..bla..bla..

hohoi...


she loves...

-beach!!

-d fresh breeze from green surrounding.far better than air-conditioned one.

-chocolate drinks!! -uh..uhh...either hot or cold, they can make me drool!!

-bracelet!!!! (still..waiting for d most special one from my special sumbody.lol)

-full moon! oh, glittering stars can be great companion. -prophet Muhammad s.a.w is comparable to full moon f u might not know.subhanallah! (",)

-cat! wait, kitten is more adorable.hehee..

-ramadhan n eidulfitri compared to other months..hehehe...


oh, u're asking who am i talking about? she is me..hehehehe.. -sajo gedix..daa~




(actually many more in d list...)

Thursday, June 11, 2009

aiyaiyai...

tend not to bother but d uneasy feeling is there.

tend to ignore but my heart ache.

tend to be rational n adult-like but d childish thoughts are jumping out.

aduyaiiyayaaiii...

but not to worry..by times it'll keep silent in there, n d suffocating breath will be back to normal.
n d heavy heart will be light n cheerful again..

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

warning: nawaitu is such a big issue!

well, i'm recommending www.iluvislam.com to all muslim out there.coz there are too many useful articles, hadiths, tazkirah, etc dat may help us wif our journey back to HIM.. =) oh, n u can even make use of d online alquran if u want.technology shud be made useful for our soul, not only for ilmiah or other entertainment <--which i alwiz forgot s well..hihi... erm, talking about nawaitu as d title suggested..i myself was taken aback upon reading this one article from iluvislam.things whch we might have taken 4 granted in daily affairs but will made us pay a lot in later life.huuu..

so..have a peep at d article ya..

http://www.iluvislam.com/v1/readarticle.php?article_id=1693

Monday, June 08, 2009

time machine

well..such a machine never really exists till now.but there's sum other gadgets which are capable of bringing us traveling back to those periods when we're still too young to understand the true colour of the world. what gadget? sumthing dat has become such a candy to many people today.sumthing dat can be seen almost everywhere in any form, size, colour, shape..
ok, enuf wif d clue.it's sumthing dat can capture o freeze d current moment. getting close to d answer? -c.a.m.e.r.a.-

y out of sudden i'm talking bout dis? well, becoz of d camera, i can still see how i looked like once when i'm under age.-lol- soo comot.. haha...-my bro recently scanned few old pics of us back to our childhood lane..hoho.. here are some of them.. =)

Saturday, June 06, 2009

testing..testing..

bismillah..

as d title suggests..i'm trying out a new blogging ere..
previously i'm wif friendster's blog.


seems dat blogspot offers more.


ok..exploring..

till then, salam..