alhamdulillah

after 6 years.. a lot has happenned..
but one thing for sure, nothing can happen without Allah's will
and whatever, however things has happened to me, i am just grateful, for i believe He has arranged the best for me.

once i regretted for leaving behind the science stream at matrix and for deciding to enter the teaching profession, yet it doesn't really matters now (besides, the decision was made with His signs too.. so things would be fine, insyaAllah)

and today, i checked my final results.
i just can't stop feeling blessed.. feeling thankful
to Allah
to my parents
to my friends
to my lecturers

well, for some people such academic stuff does not matter much
but for me, it does
because these things have been done in HIs name,
and once it shows the result, i just can't deny the blissful feeling.

alhamdulillah, all praise due to Allah, the Lord =)

update..update..

okay..currently reporting from kg. Kepong, Kuala Terengganu..

* 6 years of B.ed TESL study has officially ended and i'm home after a long period of being away from house.. yup, it really feels good to be home.. (",)
* waiting for KISSM (kursus sistem saraan Malaysia) which is most probably be held somewhere around June
* right now doing necessary household chores as my sister (k.Cah)'s wedding is getting closer..this 4th June.. some renovation has been done at home.. [quite some changes happened, after 3 months i left home and stayed at IPSAH]
* graduation and convocation supposedly be held around July
* posting?? some rumors said our batch would be sent to schools by 1st June.. but i really hope it is really only rumors..huhu.. (am i ready to go out and teach? wallahualam.. but i better be..hihi)

oh ya.. this morning, i received my first lucky draw present.. i mean hamper. as i can remember, if there is any lucky draw, i'm not the one with the luck..meaning my number never ever been called in any lucky draw..not at school..ipsah..upsi..anywhere.. but today, i got it..there was a program organised by the Klinik Kesihatan at our place, for women.. to raise awareness about cancer.. breast cancer and kanser pangkal rahim (servic cancer, is it? not sure..) quite some useful information i got from the talk. if i've some time i'll share it in my blog, insyaAllah.. =) oh, back to the lucky draw. so the organiser prepared some hampers for those who attended the program and i'm one of the lucky person. number 61. =) oh, the doctor prefers to use the term 'cabutan rezeki', which means 'rezeki saya pagi tu dapat hadiah yang diberikan..'

oh..and yesterday we celebrated mum's 54th birthday at secret recipe.. thanks for everything mum..may you'll always be under Allah's bless and guide.amin.

ok, that's all for now.till then. assalam~

p/s: sorry for any grammatical mistakes..quite in a hurry

final battle of the students' life

it has been a while..
it has been 4 months of the final semester..
i attended the last class for two subjects of the semester in this morning
oh, prior to that..all assignments had been handed in, in fact the carry marks has already been keyed in, at the upsi portal.

ooh, and the biggest thing of the semester (i supposed).. the project paper was submitted on 7th April of 2011.. congratulations to myself and to all dearest cohort 4 members who have made it till the last..

one fact that can't be challenged; all of these can't be made true without Allah's will. Allah is the one who has made the path easy for us, or if it is hard, surely He has made it in such way for some beneficial reasons to us. insyaAllah.

so now here comes the final battle. the final examination of the final semester. before the mark of the end comes. before everything being a part of history of the so called 'students' life' (ooh..tears need to be kept till the end...not now..not yet.. :p )

exam is a common thing for each and every semester [except for previous semester as we only had practicum and one subject of linking theory to practice].. yet this final exam seems a lot different to me. i am not fully and totally motivated to get myself prepared for it. such a disastrous attitude. i know. uh~ i need to quickly get the remedy for this. i can't let this to continue. erm... is it because i felt comfy enough with my current PNGK? duh. i can't deny that. or is it because i already feel like it's almost the end so no need for worry or hurry? or is it just myself getting lazy and lazier as i grow old and older??!

whatever reasons i may have listed, i need to remind myself that islam does not favor such attitude. laziness is not a suitable trait for a muslim. plus, there is du'a for preventing one from becoming a lazy person. SO FARINA.. PLEASE SHAVE OFF LAZINESS FROM THE DICTIONARY OF YOUR LIFE AND GET STARTED WITH THE EXAM PREPARATION!!

oh, another reminder: betulkan niat supaya amalan diterima. jom cari redha Allah. kalau tak, sia2 lah penat lelah dalam segala hal.. betul tak? jom3...

p/s: i love cendol. let's have nice icy cendol.. hihi..

touch and go

assalamualaikum..
lama sungguh tak update blog.
terlalu banyak kerja?
banyak kali dah nak update tapi line selalu lambat..dah taip separuh jalan, lepas tu offline.
sigh. banyak dah entry tertunggak.
ok lah, ni pun tak dapat singgah lama.
as the title suggests: touch and go.

just few things:

-> whatever condition you are in, please remember to stay positive and think positive, especially towards Allah azzawajalla

->life can't always be as how you want it to be, no matter how careful you've planned on it. because Allah decides everything. but believe that what He decides, is the BEST for you. =)

(basically, these are based on my current situation. pray that i can stay positive and be extra-hardworking and with extra-effort to seek for mardhatiLLAh..)

assalamualaikum.. have a nice and blessed day...insyaAllah ('',)

first re-post : siapa mencari dia yang jumpa~

* sebuah analogi, diambil dari suatu mesej yg dikirim pada sy..so x dpt nk quote siapakah authornya.. *

> SATU PENJELASAN TERBAIK KENAPA ALLAH MEMBERI KESAKITAN DAN PENDERITAAN SEPERTI YG TELAH KITA LIHAT.

ADA SEORANG LELAKI PERGI KE KEDAI GUNTING RAMBUT UTK MENGGUNTING RAMBUT DAN JANGGUTNYA. APABILA BARBER ITU MEMULAKAN TUGASNYA, MEREKA PUN BERBORAK DAN BERCAKAP MENGENAI BYK PERKARA.TAPI BILA MEREKA MULA BERBICARA MENGENAI ALLAH, TIMBULLAH PERBUALAN INI:

B: SAYA TAK PERCAYA ALLAH ITU WUJUD.

L: KENAPA KAMU KATA BEGITU?

B: CUBA KAMU KELUAR DI TGH JLN ITU DAN TUNJUKKAN PD SAYA BAHAWA ALLAH ITU WUJUD. KALAU BETUL ALLAH WUJUD,KENAPA RAMAI SGT ORG SAKIT KAT LUAR TU?KENAPA MASIH ADA KANAK2 YG TERBIAR? KALAU BETUL ALLAH WUJUD,DAH TENTU TIADA KESAKITAN DAN KEPERITAN HIDUP DLM DUNIA NI. SAYA X DPT BAYANG KAN ALLAH YG MAHA PENY AYANG BOLEH MEMBENARKAN SEMUA INI BERLAKU.

SI LELAKI ITU PUN BERFIKIR SEJENAK. TAPI DIA TIDAK MEMBERI SEBARANG JAWAPAN KERANA TIDAK MAHU MEMULAKAN PERTENGKARAN. SELEPAS BARBER ITU MENGHABISKAN TUGASNYA, SI LELAKI TADI PUN PERGI. SELEPAS BEBERAPA LANGKAH,SI LELAKI TADI TERNAMPAK SEORG LELAKI BERAMBUT PANJANG,SELEKEH, KOTOR DAN JANGGUT TIDAK TERURUS. SI LELAKI TADI PUN BERPATAH BALIK DAN PERGI SEMULA KE KEDAI GUNTING RAMBUT TADI

L: KAMU TAHU TAK YG SBNRNYE BARBER JGK TIDAK WUJUD?

B: KENAPA KAMU KATA MCM TU? SEDANGKAN SAYA BARU SAJE GUNTING RAMBUT KAMU TADI.

L: TIDAK! KALAU BARBER WUJUD, DAH TENTU TIDAK ADA ORG YG BERAMBUT PANJANG TIDAK TERURUS DAN KOTOR SERTA JANGGUT YG PANJANG DAN KOTOR MCM LELAKI DI TEPI JALAN ITU!

B: BARBER MMG WUJUD! LELAKI TU JADI MCM TU SBB DIA TIDAK DTG PADA SAYA UTK MENGGUNTING RAMBUTNYE!.

L: TEPAT SEKALI! THATS THE POINT!. ALLAH JGK WUJUD. ITULAH YG TERJADI(KEPERITAN&PENDERITAAN) JIKA MANUSIA TIDAK MENGINGATINYA DAN KEMBALI PADANYA UTK MEMOHON PERTOLONGAN…